MY JOURNEY TO MEDITATION
Hello everyone and welcome to my meditator guide website. I discovered meditation at a very confusing time in my life, I was trying to figure out how to stop being a sinner to please God.
At the age of 16, I felt like an impostor going to church after staying up late the night before watching something I shouldn’t have been watching. At the moment it was fun but now I’m heading to church feeling guilty as heck, asking myself why do I keep doing this to myself.
The peer pressure of being a teenager got to me, so I started staying up late drinking chasing girls doing things I was uncomfortable doing, but I did them anyway because I felt that was the cool way.
Something deep inside me keeps telling me, all of this is not for you, little by little my intuition start pull me towards learning about my mind, how it works and the deep question in my mind saying why do I keep doing this even though I know it’s wrong.
I felt like I was not using my full potential especially as a person that came from a third world country, I wanted to make something out of myself but I didn’t know how and no one had time to show me how.
Thank God the Internet was created it was a double edge sword, I was able to start learning about my mind and finding out why I do what I do, but at the same time, I had to battle my inner demon of distraction.
I knew it was bad but the access to it was way too easy, deep down I needed help but I played cool. Some days I thought I can’t stop, it did not matter how many nights I felt drained and sorry for myself.
In the process of the act, my mind goes blank just staring at the screen. I battle distraction for many years I was ashamed to ask for help, so the only thing I had left was to learn about the mind.
One day scrolling on youtube motivational videos to get me to wake up the procrastination slumber, thank God I stumble to Bob Proctor from watching the secret. So I started to learn from his YouTube videos, and he talks a lot about a book name Think and Grow Rich by Napoleon Hill.
And then I discover the book the science of being well by Wallace D Wattles, The extra blessing was discovering the book Autobiography of a Yogi of Yogananda, After years of studying his teachings and doing regular meditation, I overcame the distraction addiction and many other things that were restricting my mental, emotional and spiritual growth.
WHY I WANT TO HELP PEOPLE
I wish someone share mindfulness knowledge with me earlier in life, it would save me from many depressing days of carrying the feeling of being trap in my own body. So I want to help people get access to all those great teaching that change my life for the better.
Even though I was ashamed and afraid to ask my family and friends to help me break out of the mental and physical chain, I seek help by visiting youtube and many mindful websites.
Because of my experience, I create this website to give everyone access to all mindfulness guidance that speaks to their soul, to save themself from many mental and physical anguish.
THE GOAL OF MY SITE
My goal for this website is to touch as many lives as possible, and for them to know that they are not alone in the journey of mental and spiritual growth.
And I’m making sure they have the knowledge from various transcending teachers to water their spiritual growth with daily meditation.
If you have any feedback, feel free to leave them below and I will be more than happy to hear from you.
Peace & Health,
Founder of Meditator Guide